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So. Yeah. I'm still on here. I just uberly suck at posting. All, college sucks up all of my time.

How is everyone?

So... um... hey there, McGee. I find you oddly attractive this season.

Merry Christmas!!

Adam Lambert, have my babies. And sing for me the rest of my life. Kthanxbai.

Please keep David Cook and his family in your thoughts and prayers.  His brother, Adam, died. www.radaronline.com/exclusives/2009/05/david-cook’s-brother-adam-dies

Obama won! W00t w00t! Who is happy? Shellee is happy! *shakes bum*

 I am now known as daydreamingirl. Everything should be the same (hopefully!). I just felt that my old name just didn't suit me anymore, and I didn't want to pick up and start a whole other journal; there are way too many good memories here. :] So yeah, elfnhobbitlover is now daydreamingirl!

-Shellee

My New Year's celebration took place at my sister's best friend's house. I was going to be with my father, but things... change. It wasn't for the better, but there's nothing I can change about that now. Chase was there, and I think this year's New Year's celebration was better than last year's. I got to kiss my love when the ball dropped, so that was all nice and good.

2007 is a year I wish to never visit again. There were awesome times, and there were times I wish to never think about again. I am looking forward to 2008. I am viewing this as a new start on my life. Maybe these can be a few New Year's resolutions. I hope to correct some of the mistakes I made last year, and I hope to gain a new perspective about life in the process. I hope to grow up-- but not too much!. I want to mend my broken relationship with my father, and I want to build the bond between Chase and me even more. I want to live healthier, whether that means through diet, exercise, or other means. I want to live every day like it will be my last. I want to figure out what I want to do with my life or at least get an idea. I want to grow spiritually, and I want to build the bond with the Lord stronger. I want to be a better friend, and I hope that my friends realize they can lean on me whenever they want. 

I just want this new year to be a new start. I hope to maybe find myself a new place of residence. I'm overstaying my welcome with my sister, and my father isn't ready to take me back yet. I want to spend more time with my grandparents since they won't be around much longer. 

I just want to be an all-around better person. Can you blame me? I am by no means a perfect person; I just want to better my ways.

I wish each and every one of you a happy and wonderful new year. 

Goodbye, 2007. Here's to you, 2008. 

Live it up.

-Shell

So, sometimes I feel like I'm being pushed away from my friends. Sometimes I feel like I'm not good enough for them anymore. Now that graduation is rightthere, I feel like we aren't connecting anymore. I'm not sure if they realize it, but I do. Or maybe I'm just getting paranoid because we are going to be separated in a few months, and I'm afraid that we aren't going to be close anymore. I know that it won't be the same, but I dont' want to lose that closeness that we once had.
/friend rant


So, speaking of graduation, it is Saturday. I have to revise my speech a little, but I'm mostly through with it. I'm nervous about it. I shouldn't be, but I am.

We had Senior Awards Day practice today. Oh. My. Gosh. It was horrible. I've always hated my class, but I really hate them now. They are immature and annoying... Gah! I canNOT wait until Saturday. 

So, yes, that's all for right now. I'll write more tomorrow on how SAD goes. Ha, maybe it will be sad. Oy vey.

-Shell

My thoughts and prayers are with those who were affected by the bombings in London.